Skull & Chest Juice Dump

I just found this 2 scratch papers stuck in between the pages of my favorite book of Lemony Snicket's "Series of Unfortunate Events: The Wide Window" . It was my scratch paper for my Literature Assignment back when I was in second year college. I find it funny and a little bit warm reading what I wrote there. Our assignment is to compose 2 poems for each of this theme: Faith , Family, Friends , Enemy , and Love . (click the theme to go the the poem page) I know I'm not good in words and composing poems, but reading your own composition which you've lost for a long time ago gives you a different feeling of warmth and refreshment. I even laugh on some parts that didn't make any sense at all but I will treasure this poems even though they're lame and stuff coz they're part of my past that I can never touch again.

"Catalyst" A heart of broken dreams are gleaming in the moonlight, waiting for the star to come, waiting for the fire that will never come. Memories are lingering Still aching Still not mending Still waiting for a response That surely will never come A life-time had passed I thought all the pain have gone But as I see you again They just gotten stronger Stronger that it broke again. "Hi!" Wish you we're here. No poses on sight. Are you doing well? Is everything alright? I'll keep on moving even though I'm bleeding But I guess I'm fine Claiming the things that has been mine Be happy, Be happy now for the wound to be healed by the pain I gave you when you're beside me But if you're tired and hurt You can still come back to me If you've forgotten the way I'll look for you. Watch me. I'm on my way.

cr to *tarrzan@deviantart "Me & You" You have hurt me Crucified me Stabbed me and kill me Blood keeps flowing I started screaming Can't do anything It just keep flowing Can't forgive you It can't be redo I'm bleeding because of you Damn you! "YEY!" It's too much Can't even hide Can't forget Can't be mend Time passed I forgot You came We laugh Didn't even noticed The pain once reign Just disappeared In just one blast! 

"I Am" As the dark clouds blocks your way As the grey sky darkens your day I'm still be here, just call my name and I'll clean your way. I'll never run I'll be right here and in dark times we'll still have fun Oh my friend! I can be your strength. I'll never forget. I love you my friend. "I Need You" When nothing goes my way When there's no hope for things to be well Why did you forget? Why aren't you there? I thought you're my strength? I thought you're still not done and you'll never run? Why aren't you here? I need you now My heart is the bait in a fish game I made Please help me I need you here

cr as tagged "Where Are You?" We're six, I know We're family, do you know? How come I didn't know you? Is it me or we're just not close? I am empty in and out Thought you'll fill me, guess not I expected too much That's why I broke my heart Still waiting for a response On an empty pond Still longing for a family. And I'll wait patiently "ONE" I cried You cried I laugh you laugh even more I'm only one You said we are one You're happy Coz I am I asked "why?" The time didnt fly. You gave me your reply. "Coz we are one"

"Vogue" Set the time. It has started. You'll be there, I thought you were In times of darkness You added it with sadness. You keep me away, Never in my way. How do you still Keep me from this hill? Leave me empty Leave me longing "You Are" You were there for me. Always by my side. Just spreading your wings, Keeping me on your arm Guarding my house. Protecting my spouse. Keeping me on guard. Warming my arms I want you by my side Stay with me forever You are my strength You are my life.