Skull & Chest Juice Dump

Hey! I'm back! If you're in college you'll probably noticed that it's way different than your life back in high school and somehow you want it back. In my case? Before, I want it back but then I've noticed that my high school life is coming back in my college era. Actually I'm done with college just last month and here I am like a HS student waiting for his college entrance exam to meet him in a deathly duel inside a confined four walled enclosure. I have only 74 days 'till my NLE which will determine the course of my life from that day on. I'm not gonna lie and say that I'm fine and deliberately assessing myself if I could pass when in reality I'm in a hole trapped with great amounts of anxiety showering over me.

I JUST GOT THE GREATEST REVELATION OF MY LIFE TODAY!!!!! You know the internet meme "Caramelldanses Speedy Cake Remix"?? I just found it's original version!!! FAIL MUCH right? But anyways LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLL!!! Let's listen to the original version: Before clicking. WATCHOUT!!! PURE AWESOMENESS AND ANIMATED IMAGES!!!

You know the feeling that finally you're doing all the things planned right? Like everything that happened today all goes well with your plan you've devised after waking up. It's so heavenly!! My 1st plan for today is " Do something different from what you usually do". When I woke up I really don't have any idea of what should I do that I don't usually do everyday so I just let fate decide for me. LOOOLL.. Anyways during the afternoon session of our review class it got really boring coz we already know what the reviewer is discussing and since one of our friend got an itch to go shopping we went out. Anyways we went to a thrift shop to look for some good stuff to buy things like clothes, I've never been to one nor browse clothing in a shop like this one so I think my first plan is fulfilled. Oh! I saw some cool shirts but the problem is the size is bigger than me and because it is just a thrift shop there's no other sizes available so I got

A cure to my anger today. Thank You. The day didn't started quite right. I woke up with the sound of chatting people in our dinning room, it was my parents and some "witch doctor", they were consulting him about my dad's skin condition. He has patches all over his body which I advised him to go see a dermatologist to check what it is but they ignored me, instead they seek the help of this person. I'm not really against traditional medicine but I view it as the last sort, I mean if everything fails then go for it! What I hate about this is that my dad totally ignored my advise in which he asked me to give him in the first place. =.= I wish him well though. As far as my assessment goes, he's loosing his confidence.. *sigh*

So yeah! I finally graduated after almost killing myself because of the ever so important thesis that I was working on. YEY for me!! And today I'm attending this review class for my NLE which will come this July which is also the reason why my anxiety level is fluctuating like mad. Anyways! Since my laptop always distracts me from my reviewing, I thought that it'll be better if I'll just use it for reviewing instead. So from time to time when my lappy is on her distracting mode I'll type what I'm reviewing here. In that case I can help myself remember stuff more effectively and help you guys just in case you are interested in the topic that I'm reviewing. So yeah first stop, Defense Mechanism. Defense Mechanism are methods of attempting to protect self and cope with emotionally painful things, basic drives, feeling or events according to Sigmund Freud. There are lots of em and here are some of my favorites: