Skull & Chest Juice Dump

You know when in times of doubt God sends his angels to guide you on your way. You should just make your eyes open for you to see the path they've made for you.

Do you still remember those jitters that you had when you’re just graduating from high school? The uncertainty of the future and the oblivion of it all?? Well, I can’t believe myself either when I started feeling all those things again at this time, this age, this moment. For me, life only has two choices and when you have chosen one another 2 choices will show up. It’s a never ending choosing process really. *sigh*

YES! BABY! I was here!! Hi!... It's been eons since I last posted something in here ey?.. Funny that I posted a promise that I'll try to post as many as I can in this blog now that I'm not in school. But look! It's almost been a year since I last posted something with sense in hear. Hahahaha!!  I'm not saying what I'm posting now is with sense, but you get my point. So, 'nyways, let's start with this.

Have you ever experienced climbing up a stair case without knowing why? Have you ever tripped on a staircase that you've been using since the beginning of your life? Did you ever experienced a life changing conversation while climbing up or down the stair case? Have you ever seen a staircase that will lead you to nothingness? Since the beginning of time, stairs have been a symbol of power and grandeur. It helped mankind climbed steep slopes and built high terraces than any other machines man had ever invented. But have you noticed some life's lessons the simple stair teaches you? Have you ever tried talking to a stair before? Did it answered back? Did it respond? I hope not! That'll be scary!

Three months is not a short time for my heart to forget the good times, hardships and dramas that we've been through. You've been that special place I go to everyday that teaches me a lot of lessons about life. You've been my home. My safety. My sanctuary. You really do have a special place in my heart. Oh dear Bucal. With her unpaved road and allergic prone environment. With infestation of dog poop and cow dong. Mind blowing entrance regulations and strikingly dark streets. There's no place like home in Bucal, Greenfields.

It's not quite rare for me to take some inspiration from someone, something, somewhere or even some events for me to continue my life and live it to the fullest. You know? When life really frowns at you and you didn't even know why? You feel like, meeehhh sorry world but I think it's time to give up but then this silly music just played from your playlist randomly and you even didn't know it was there until it just played itself. For the past few months after the painful board exams I've been in a world of abyss searching for light and some clarity. Everything's quite blur to me back then. It's like I'm having no purpose. I didn't have a job back then which I think is the main reason why I think that I'm purposeless. Anyways, I was listening my ass out of boredom in my room when this song suddenly played.

Even sometimes random thoughts that I could get some wisdom in life slip through my brain in different situations or even unrelated circumstances in my everyday life, just like today, as I was cleaning our bathrooms these specs of wisdom from my brain slip in. I hope you could find even a simple wisdom that could help you through your life's crumples.. 1. I like Scratch Papers I like how scratch papers gives me an impression that it's ok to make mistakes in life coz eventually these mistakes will take you to that answer you've been looking for. 2. Pens are Permanent Pens are like words we utter. No matter what they meant they are permanent. No matter how we try to erase it with words it will only blot everything up. Be careful what words comes out from you coz you don't know what sword it carries. 3. People Should Be Like Water Water is a very powerful and a humble element. People should be like water. Humble enough to take the shape of it'...